Never Make the Same Mistake Twice!

 I know it has been a minute since I made a post, but preparing for my Baby Girls first Christmas really got the best of me.  Everyone kept telling me not to go all out for her on Christmas because she is too young to know what is going on...well let me tell you...'They were WRONG!"  My Little Princess was well aware of everything that was going on; she did not know which toy to play with first.  She was from toy to toy; and the paper...oh my goodness did she love the paper! But on another note..my Christmas was horrible!  Again my husband got it all wrong.  Now I asked for a couple of high price items...but hell I think I am worth it...I mean I did just give birth to his child.  But do you wanna know what he got me instead....do you really wanna know??? some damn slippers and some perfume!!!are you freaking serious???? Yes ya'll he got me f***ing bent!  When I asked him "what the hell is this sh*t."  He gone tell me that I can order my machine after Christmas because it might be on even more sale.  Ya'll it took everything in the world for me not to go the f*** off.  I was upset because I just knew that this time he would get it right, but no...he continues to get it wrong.  Now I know that I married the cheapest man in the world; but damn ya'll, something gotta give! When I told my best friend about it she asked me what was I going to do, her asking me that question gave me the power that I needed to do what I gotta do. You see first of all I never truly counted on him getting me what I wanted, but hell, I did think that this year he would do a lil better than what he has done in the past.

So after I gathered my thoughts and pulled myself together, I had a long talk with myself and said "self remember the rules of life"

RULE #1  Never Make the Same Mistake Twice

RULE #2  Never Make the Same Mistake Twice

RULE #3 NEVER EVER MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE

RULE #4 When throwed off your rocker, dust yourself off and get back on

RULE #5  Reposition and Refocus and stay focused on YOUR prize

RULE #6 NEVER EVER EVER EVER MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE!

Therefore,

I am going to set my site on doing what I do best which is writing and exercising (running)! I am going to write more about my life (journaling) and I am going to train for a 10K.  Maybe I will run in the Breast Cancer Race for the Cure.

So nope, I am not mad at my Jackass Husband (not anymore that is.)  And because my dumb ass have made this same mistake more than twice I vow to never make it again.  I will never ever ever ever expect anything else from him and I will continue to depend on myself to supply all my wants.

Here in the future I may be hitting ya'll up to sponsor me in "The Race for the Cure"